When I be writing these rhymes yo I be amazed at the things I reveal to myself

Uncover all of the signs all of the times that I thought about

Healing myself

Rather chilling my wealth in abundance no running I'm here

Never did crime that I felt I ain't have to so as far as I am concerned I am clear

Deading my peers

Never no fear

I rather be dead

Save me the tears, I rather eat lead

cin't talking bout lead

I'm talking the bullets whenever you pull it just aim at my head

Cuz trust if I'm breathing nigga I'm squeezing back

Ice pack for the pain but shit in your brain it just ain' no freezing that

Rap it done made me anemic facts

No iron but funny I'm steaming hot and I'm heated I'm losing my l mind

Talk to my mother I wonder if she know that it's lies whenever I tell her I'm fine

Like yo can she tell all the signs?

Look at the way they they treat us

We tell all the blind?

Was top of the class while the thoughts of the pass was rotting my ass, she tell me to shine

Mom that's easy to plan

Chronic insomnia trust me I sleep when I can

I rather die than to sleep in a can

I rather die than to sleep in a can

Sis had no room so I slept in abandon

Buildings yielding

cin't spoke in years I feel spite in my belt

But I love my niece more than life in itself