I'm dying to lay down but I can't afford to space out
So call me a time out 'cause I'm laying awake all night now
I gotta do what I've been saying
And wondering how to turn the pages
You say I'm a slave to these inhibitions
That's why I'm always on the fence
I became so afraid of my own intentions
Even though it's irrelevant
How long will it take to break through
'Cause now it's so obvious
I thought I could do enough
Words still tangled at the back of my tongue
Even though I'm seeing red
The skies are clearing up
My heart is sedated so I gotta go back to the basics
I'm trying to face it without enough information
Any time I had to fight it
'Cause I don't wanna be reminded
I'm holding my focus like tunnel vision
On coming back to my senses
But you're making it complicated to see where the light is
So I'm putting up my defenses
How long will it take to break through
'Cause now it's so obvious
I thought I could do enough
Words still tangled at the back of my tongue
Even though I'm seeing red
The skies are clearing up
But you're making it complicated
To see where the light is
How long will it take to break through
'Cause now it's so obvious
I thought I could do enough
Words still tangled at the back of my tongue
Even though I'm seeing red
The skies are clearing up