I know I’ve been distant lately
I know I aint been consistent lately
Now I know I’ve been way too distant
Like its faded with distance
What you really fucking mean to me
I hate the fact that I ain't enough
I never thought I'd see the
Day where we're breaking up
Till we make out, making up
This anxiety is killing me
Knowing even with my best
I just could've Tried harder
Doing everything you like
Fuck I pay too much attention
But still I'm always there
I just want you to need me
But maybe you just need better
Maybe you just need a nigga
That's gon' show you more love
A nigga that could buy you more shit
A nigga that could take you places
A nigga that ain't keep you waiting
And maybe that ain't me (no)
And it seems like we ain't
Cuz I still give you my all
They say that I'm heartless
Fuck it I can't feel shit
And I aint tryna lose you
But it feels like you gone
And lately I’ve been in a place
Don’t know how to move on
Tell me even though it's raining
That you’ll be right here through the storm
Is your heart with someone else
While I’m dreaming about tours
Are you tired of all my focus
Being on writing these songs
I’ve been patient with you
So could you do that for me, I hope
Could you do that for me, I hope
I know I’ve been distant lately
I know I aint been consistent lately
Or a result from all this pain
Haven't been myself lately
I can feel how I’ve changed
Is this depression inherited
When you finally see the world
Count me out, I don't wanna play
And these suicidal tendencies
I’ll drink till I’m fucked
I guess we all need an escape go