You tried to swim against it
Trapped in the whirlpools
Spinning around in my mind
That pull me under every time
And there's no dry land left to find
Thought you had it all mapped out
But the map is not the territory, it just denotes
While what is truly there
Grappling again with uncertainty of my course
Every day at work must act "normal" and on task
But there's no escaping, the die is cast
So far out I can hardly see the shore anymore
Now all those superficial things are gone without a trace
Leaving only…(leaving only).