I've had to change my sheets
Over four times, number's too high
Too many nights, I realize
And I can't deny that deep inside
I wonder why I haven't cried
That I'm just keeping my distance
There is no way I can keep up with this lie
Or I'll be met with resistance
Potential tragedies, they play out in my mind
I never wanna see them featured on the TV screen
But if I get a consensus of my crimes
I'll have to concede, there might be something wrong with me
I'm wearing black, she's wearing green
And if she'd let me I'd let her be
My heart's a vault door swingin' open
No one stays, against all hopin'
That I'm still keeping my distance
There is no way, I can't keep up with this lie
Repeating tragedies I fail to lose in time
Never can break free, that's the only certainty
Cuz if I get full consensus of my crimes