I had passion fruit gelato with Roma

While we stared at the beach

Conversations that I'm scared to repeat

I should've let you feel the sand on your feet

But you were scared to get deep

Said you were falling, now I can't fall asleep

That sounds sweet but I was not who you were falling for

Just the one you're calling more

All of this is backwards you were my amor

No Vittoni you're beautiful like Bryoni

The universe tried to show me

That you were my one and only but...

All I was was just a runner up

Hoping you would fall in love

Maybe if you noticed all the smaller stuff

It's not a game but you know that you were playing rough 'cause I was there when nobody else's ears were good enough

It's tough to love and then get lied to

And know that there's a side dude

It's crazy that you put all this behind you

And you kept their letters that's your right to

You deleted every text I sent

So I wrote this song to remind you that

I loved you

Broken hearted

I had nobody to turn to

Put them to the side 'cause I promised to never hurt you

After 12 years my patience was not a virtue

You'll forget my in time but you'll never forget that perfume

What's in a name?

You ask me and I reply

A rose by any other, my Juliet in disguise

When you remember those times

I hope that you realize

I was everything you wanted

And all I got was goodbye

I'm one hell of a guy

The devil even rejected me

Took you by surprise when I challenged

All your complexities

Hard to tell the lies

From whatever it is you felt for me

Couldn't tell you why

I thought you and I were just meant to be

And if you saw me as your best friend

How could this end

Part of me will always love you from a distance

I don't even wanna know the difference

I know if I never made you happy

Then we never would've made sense

I loved you

Let's turn the table

The first of April

You came back to me

And like a fool I still forgave you

We're together but you said you didn't want the label

We were friends but it was more like we were Ross and Rachel

Faithful

Even when I never had to be

We were on a break

I still had women coming after me

Yo I gave you respect

Something that you never had for me

You said it to my face

Something you admitted happily

Let 'em laugh at me

They don't know you like I know you, right?

Never witnessed all the fights

Called me every morning

Texting noon and night

I'll keep all your secrets

Between you and I

But wonder why

You could never tell them to another guy

So who was I

Just your therapist

Care giver emeritus

I guess it's my luck that you don't fall for intelligence

Gave you my all

Now my wall's higher than Everest

Just know it's your fault

That my heart... nobody ever gets

I loved you