with the wet of his thumb
who lets me lie on her leg
brushing waves into my hair
this isn’t the first time
this isn’t the first time
this ain’t what I’m used to
but waits for me to speak
a full suit in the shower
this isn’t the first time
this isn’t the first time
this ain’t what I’m used to
pleasure can seduce the mind
if it would take away this pain
this isn’t the first time
this isn’t the first time
this ain’t what I’m used to