For the first time in my twenty-nine years
Never knew how wack his handwriting was
I guess I should've known better
That's why mine is so ugly, too
That's why mine is so ugly, too
For the first time in my twenty-nine years
How's your mom? How's your sis?
I really miss ya, but you better not come here
I'm sorry, but don't you worry
'Cause I'm prayin' for your health and future
Things have gone a little South
Could you bail me out (bail me out)
(No need to cry no no no)
(Act like no child no no no)
I'm just survivin' everyday
Right at the edge of losing my mind
Just let me find peace of mind
If only I could go back and tell myself
"Don't you trust him, he already hurt you"
When you cried on you knees, showing some regrets
Wish I could've known better
People don't change so easily, nah
People can't change that easily
If only you meant all you told me that night
But, guess I'd better blame myself
How's your night? How's your sleep?
Have you ever woken up by your conscience?
Well I'm sorry, I've got no worries
All I have are wrath and disgust
You were right, I am cursed
Running your blood in my vein (my vein)
(No need to cry no no no)
(Act like no child no no no)
I'm just survivin' everyday
Right at the edge of losing my mind
Just let me find peace of mind
I might pull the trigger, you know
I might do it for good, you know
I might pull the trigger, for both of us
I might do it for all, you'll see
I might do it for good, you know