Seems like it was just last night
I was all set up for the highest heights
How'd I fuck it all up again, again
Eighteen, yeah, I got big dreams
But it don't mean shit if I can't stop dreaming
Every second, yeah, I could've been there, right then
Taking over my thoughts, no I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again
Up high, tryna fake my pride
When I know deep down that I have no fight
One hit could knock me out and I'd be better off dead, yet
I'll say all this shit, how I'll make it work
And then I trip down all the steps and hurt my head
And end up eating all the words that you said
Taking over my thoughts, no I can't let it go
Say I just need to focus, but that's what I don't do best
Didn't mean to go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts to a wasted end
No, I don't really mean to
Yeah, I'm stuck up at the start again
Yeah, didn't wanna go MIA, IA
Got lost inside my twisted head
Couldn't go my way, too late
All my efforts went wasted
Wish that I could skip ahead