Just stopped by to say what's up
Your baby boy ain't doing so tough
And even though you passed
Still waking up late at night crying tears
Just thinking about those days
Smilin' while I'm sippin' on this Hennessey
And remember we bragged on how rich we would be
To get up out this hood was like a fantasy
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy I'll tell you, folks don't know the half
I would give it all up, just to take one ride
How I used to kick it on the front porch
And how I used to lay back and smoke weed
And all the little basement party joints we'd do
I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
Now ever since this money come
It's been nothing but stress
Sometimes I wish that I could just trade in my success
Y'all look at me and say boy you've been blessed
But y'all don't see the inside of my unhappiness
Man I swear this shit gets heavy like a ton
That's why you hear me shootin', this real shit off like a gun
Hmm, I wonder how my friends would treat me now
If I wasn't iced up with a Bentley and a house
That's why fake ass niggas get fake ass digits
And fake ass playas get a real playa hatin' 'em
Honey Love goes platinum and y'all ass come around
But y'all don't want to raise the roof
Until my shit is going down
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
Boy I'll tell you, folks don't know the half
I would give it all up, just to take one ride
How I used to hoop off in them tournaments
And how I used to club hop on weekends
Your family called the morning of the tragic end
I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
Voices in my head be telling me to come to church
Said the Lord is the only way for you to stop the hurt
Dreaming of windows black tinted like a hearse
When waking up to life sometimes seems worst
And all I ever wanted is to be a better man
And I try to keep it real with my homies now
For me to save the world I don't understand
How did I become the leader of a billion men?
And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
Boy I'll tell you, folks don't know the half
I would give it all up, just to take one ride
How I used to street perform on Friday
And how I used to go to church on Easter Sunday
Standing here throwing them songs at me
I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me