Drownin' in the Blue Nile
He sent me "Downtown Lights"
I hadn't heard it in a while
This cage was once just fine
I dream of crackin' locks
Throwin' my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks
Crashin' into him tonight, he's a paradox
What if he's written "Mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
I keep recalling things we never did
Messy top-lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
Without ever touchin' his skin
How can I be guilty as sin?
I keep these longings locked
In lowercase, inside a vault
Someone told me, "There's no such thing as bad thoughts"
Giving way to labored breath, takin' all of me
We've already done it in my head
Why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
What if he's written "Mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
Buildin' up like waves crashin' over my grave
Without ever touchin' his skin
How can I be guilty as sin?
What if I roll the stone away?
They're gonna crucify me anyway
What if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
If long-suffering propriety is what they want from me
They don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly
I choose you and me religiously
What if he's written "Mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?
One slip and fallin' back into the hedge maze
I keep recalling things we never did
Messy top-lip kiss, how I long for our trysts
Without ever touchin' his skin
How can I be guilty as sin?
He sent me "Downtown Lights"
I hadn't heard it in a while